I love my cat, but I decided to be myself today. Although, when I look at him sleeping over there on my bed, it is tempting to switch places. He sleeps all day, gets up for a meal now and then, and goes out at night. That’s definitely my kind of lifestyle!
I started taking vitamins recently (my mother is a very knowledgeable helper on the subject), hoping that they will help with my mood swings. Well, actually, I’m taking them for other reasons, but a friend suggested they might also help with that, and I actually noticed I’ve been feeling better. This opens up a whole pandora’s box for me. I still don’t know, if this is just the ups and downs of life, or if it’s worse.
Am I crazy or just different? I don’t expect anyone out there to know, but I just wanted to let you know that recovering doesn’t mean that everything is perfect all the time - and they all live happily ever after or something. It’s still up an down, just now I can deal with it better.
In any case, the universe, higher power, god, goddess, whatever it may be, it an essential element. The other night it occurred to me: It’s not WHAT you believe, but THAT you believe. Amen!
My Book
Diary of a Recovered Bulimic
About Me
- Martha
- I am a woman who always had dreams, but it took a while to blossom. Coming from a background of being “nice” and trying to meet everyone else’s needs, it has taken quite a long time to figure out what my needs are, let alone try to satisfy them. It is a learning process. The other day I laughed when it occurred to me that those old slogans I’d heard in “the rooms” (12-step-program meetings) are just as applicable now. “One step at a time, day by day, act as if, take what you need and leave the rest.” Two mottos to keep in mind: The sooner the better! Better late than never! Last year I put my story in book form: Diary of a Recovered Bulimic, available through Amazon.
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